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“Have you heard of the illness hysteria siberiana? Try to imagine this: You're a farmer, living all alone on the Siberian tundra. Day after day you plow your fields. As far as the eye can see, nothing. To the north, the horizon, to the east, the horizon, to the south, to the west, more of the same. Every morning, when the sun rises in the east, you go out to work in your fields. When it's directly overhead, you take a break for lunch. When it sinks in the west, you go home to sleep. And then one day, something inside you dies. Day after day you watch the sun rise in the east, pass across the sky, then sink in the west, and something breaks inside you and dies. You toss your plow aside and, your head completely empty of thought, begin walking toward the west. Heading toward a land that lies west of the sun. Like someone, possessed, you walk on, day after day, not eating or drinking, until you collapse on the ground and die. That's hysteria siberiana.”

 

Haruki Murakami,

South of the Border, West of the Sun

By not liking how one’s life has turned out at the current time leads them to thinking about what could have been. This leads to depression. That depression increases the desire for a grander life. From thinking about what could have been; the likely hood of them living a fulfilling life at that time. Disliking how they are at that current time, this person is most likely to think about what could have been. This fantasy life depresses them. As they think about it more, they get more depressed. The cycle spirals closer and closer. Drawing them into a deep depression.

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